Bullying

Day 16 of the Blog Everyday in May Challenge; something difficult about your "lot in life" and how you're working to overcome it.

There was once many things that I felt was going wrong in my life. I didn't care about school, I felt fat & ugly, I didn't believe I was someone; someone would want to be friends with, & I thought no one cared what I said so I held back. Bullying is a horrible thing to go through. I didn't go through the worst of it like some kids did; but I still went through a lot of it. From my middle school years starting with 6th grade when my mom fell through a glass table & I almost lost her, to my freshman year. In middle school I got made fun of because I didn't know how to dress & I didn't have money like the other kids in my grade did. My mom always dressed me & when she fell through the table a lot of things happen to her. So all I wore was a big green jacket & jeans everyday. 8th grade I went into this sort of "emo kid" stage. I dyed my hair black & dressed in dark colors. My freshman year was the same thing but in this year I was called fat more, I was also told a lot I had no boobs. it was upsetting, so I thought the only was to stop eating, not completely, but I only a little supper. I lost weight FAST. It was insane how all my middle school teachers would see how much weight I lost & they would mention it. My freshman summer I thought it was time for a change; I stopped hanging out with my friends that I hung out with, they wasn't getting me where I wanted to go in life, so I just stopped. I started eating better, I started dressing more like a girl, & I just stopped caring what people thought. No matter what people say to you, the only thing that matters is what you think about yourself & what God thinks about you. For a long time I thought no one loved me, but I realized God will always love me, no matter what. I'm still working on a lot of things in my life; it's a hard & long road but I know I'll be fine. I have a great family, friends, & I have a overall a great life. I didn't write this post to get attention, I wrote it because 1) it's the blog everyday thing & 2) when thinking about all the things I could write here, this seemed like something I was proud to overcome.


Xoxo, Hannah.

Give yourself a high-five.

I'm Sorry...

If you was friends or had to see me everyday my freshman year. I wasn't the brightest ray of sunshine back in 09' 10'.

So if you was friends with me or saw me everyday, I respect you even more. Please High-five yourself.

Very deep Hannah, very deep.

My makeup was HOT. Woah.

I still love those though. Mmm.

And Pose.

Classic jumping pic. Like my hot pink pants?

Hannah Nicole<3 NO.

& Also take part in the Blog everyday in May. Even though I forgot two days because I left my laptop at school. 

My partner in crime.

Since I have no Internet at the moment, I'm blogging from my iPhone; I kinda like it. But anyways; today is blog about one of your friends. So I thought who could I blog about.. Okay, I really didn't even have to think that I already knew who I was gonna blog about! My bestfriend in the whole wide world; Kelsa Leann. We've always went to school together, but I never talked to her till my freshman year. I was going through a really weird stage then and I didn't have any friends, so I was surprised when this girl wanted to talk to me! Me & her found out that we're just alike, in so many ways. My freshman. Summer we would text all the time, but we never hung out till the next school year. I met her family & they are the most funny & fun family I've ever met! We told eachother a lot of things & me and her sometimes stop talking randomly but we always are back to being friends. She knows everything about me & I know everything about her. She's stunning, funny, & a overall a great person! So thats my bestfriend. Lovvvve you Kelsa! :)